i’m not quite sure what i’ve gotten myself into,

i’m not quite sure of much these days.

my life is a long line of my regrets, threaded together to form a fraying piece of string.

i ruin things like it’s my job.

i look back at my threadbare life and see all i could have had, but turned away.

all i have ruined, knotted and tied to me; threatening to stretch taunt and pull me under.

@2 years ago